Has anyone else tried remembering back on their childhood and don’t remember very much, and most of what you do remember is traumatic? I swear all of my friends can remember things from when they were younger, and mine is a big blurr with random bits and pieces. My good memories were when I lived with my grandparents or great grandparents. I can go deeper into my past another time though.
For now I’ll tell you this about me, 2020 was HORRENDOUS! Covid aside, I lost 2 of the best mother figures I ever had growing up. My grandma was my best friend, we shared a birthday and everything. I never celebrated a birthday without her until 2020. 2 months after my grandma passed, my great grandma passed as well. (I can whole heartedly say I wouldn’t be who I am today without them.) On December 30th 2020, while immensely grieving, they sent me a little present from heaven. They blessed me with my beautiful little girl. Call me crazy but from 8 weeks, up until we found our the gender I had dreams every night of my grandmas playing with a little girl. I knew she was a gift from them to fill the hole they had left behind. It is by no means full, but its less empty thats for sure.
My Crazy Life 